Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in Eve Myles' InsaneJournal:

Tuesday, November 29th, 2011
7:29 pm	Agents of sensually Only (Comment on this)
6:24 pm	sensually OOC Contact RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Bi-curious (but a stronger leaning towards men and will eventually be played as bi) LOCATION: Cardiff,Wales,United Kingdom (but will travel for work along with just for fun trips). LIKES: Light bondage (padded cuffs and blindfolds, no problem. Will discuss otherwise), dirty talk, masturbation, toys/machines, oral, role play (will only play Gwen Cooper for special people), mild spanking, cybersex, teasing, phone sex/sexting, multiple orgasms, trying anal, toys under clothing, otherwise will discuss more DISLIKES Scat, Golden Showers, hard core S&M, beastailty, bloodplay, anything really odd along with most of the other usual not a chance ideas, option of adding more Threads and Customs, comments are screened (OOC: moved from now dead comm so she's single (broke up with RL partner on good terms for storyline) and childless due to playing her for quite some time beforehand) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 19th, 2011
3:07 am	"He's not afraid to tell me he loves me" That quote is pure Gwen but it also fits me as well, I want whoever I end up falling in love with to not be afraid to say that he loves me. Over the last year or so I've gone from being one of several singles in my circle to being the last Torchwoman standing aka no relationship. Sure I joke about letting John and Gareth start the set up attempts but at the same time it also feels like something is missing. Everything seems to fall into place from work to friends but its like there's a missing piece of the puzzle that is the true Eve Myles. Sometimes I do wonder if the piece for relationships just fell out of the puzzle box? For Gwen things are finally falling into place but for me there are more questions than pieces of the puzzle. But after finding an old entry in my private journal it also got me to thinking: what am I really looking for when it comes to matters of the heart? One theme kept coming up besides distance if fate brings an American guy into my life, trust and different worlds. Trust because of me being in the UK the bulk of the time and different worlds because being in science fiction is a different world than just being in other lines of work. That's the part that scares me the most: what if he does not get how crazy the world of Torchwood can be and can he deal with the fact three of my best friends happen to be men. That's another thing he would have to face: my unoffical brothers aka John, Gareth, Burn and Kai for starters. Sure I joke that they can be a little overprotective but I would not have it any other way. That's what family is no matter if your blood related or not: family cares for each other and that is something I have in spades. Actually after rereading this I should never update in the dead of night, the brain overthinks and it usually leads to a round of dishes to make the thinking stop. Current Mood: contemplative (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 23rd, 2010
4:48 pm	Ripped from the Private Journal My moment of pride swallowing meant one thing: letting myself be emotionally weak in front of others. A bit of backstory: the series two finale of Torchwood would be an epsiode from hell anyway. But this also meant the little 5 person mini family would be torn to 3. Just reading the script had me in tears and the moment one of the 2 died on camera did me in. As soon as "Cut!" was called I was out the door, not wanting to let anyone see me cry. But I found out later on via Naoko that John, Gareth and Burn all wanted to go after me. I also found out after going back to wrap up "Little Dorritt" that Freema had been tipped off. But that proved something to me, it's ok to be a little weak and to be weak in front of your unoffical family is ok. I also found out later on I was not the only one to crack: all of us had those moments. As for me I came down with the mirgaine from hell the day after filming wrapped and again when the epsiode aired. The 5 of us made each other promise not to watch it alone and we kept that promise, the effects of that epsiode ran the map in that respect. The 5 of us have a unique bond: partly from being such a small cast and well the Who-verse itself is a unique world to be a part of. Each show is one branch of a tree and Torchwood is just one branch. But that moment taught me its ok to let my guard down: especially among the group of people that have become more than my costars. The 5 of us are a second family in even sense minus being blood related. Maybe my emotions do get the better of me half the time but now I learned something about myself: being a little weak among friends is better than the headache I'm bond to get from pushing my feelings back. Now I'm listening to my heart a little more and making my head see its ok to have a book binge or slip out of Cardiff for a weekend now and then. But for right now I have things to look forward to like seeing both 30 Seconds to Mars and Kill Hannah live in the near future. Jared: Cardiff show Mat: Bristol and London shows (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 6th, 2008
12:37 am	Agents of celeb only AKA My comments got eaten as well so spam away! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 1st, 2008
2:08 pm	Secert Santa drop off point and there is a plate of cookies next to the tree! The penguins are very friendly too :) Things about me: 1. I'm not a girly girl, jeans and tees are my off camera style. 2. Massive bookworm and movie buff! 3. I love most music but draw the line at opera (expection made for Josh Groban) 4. But like lots of girls I love shoes and jewerly :) 5. World's worst cook and I have drawer of takeaway menus as proof, but I love great coffee, hot chocolate, great beer (and occasional wine) and junk food 6. At heart I really am a huge geek 7. If you go the Charitable donations route gay rights and womens issues are close to my heart Anonymous is also turned on. This is going to be fun so thanks in advance secert santa! (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008
3:32 am	celeb Everything changes, friends only... (21 Comments |Comment on this)